In Time

It's been awhile since I've written anything. I think it is partly because I've been in this internal struggle that if I ignore long enough it would go away. Truth is they just sink deeper and deeper into my being. Somedays I think it would just be easier to revert back to my old ways. I know there are people waiting for me to fall back into that life and laugh and tell me they told me so. But in truth I don't think I would be happy with who that would make me as a person. But in turn I don't believe I'm truly happy with where I am at right now. This has nothing to do with my physical location, granted it sucks, but my mental, spiritual and emotional being are not in line. First off I'm not depressed, mom stop worrying. I think I just need to start figuring out what kind of person I want to be and where that takes me. Right now Eyes Open by Taylor Swift explains exactly how I feel right now. I guess all I am trying to say is I'm confused and trying to figure it out.

KONY 2012

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To My Oki Family

I was running today, you know that thing I have a love hate relationship with. While running and having my work out mix blaring in my head phones Family Force Five came on and I was all smiles. It brought me back to the times of rocking out in the B9 van and got me thinking about all the good times. Driving around Oki with Hannah listening to All Sons and Daughters talking about lyrics and life. Hanging out with Grace and having conversations that I would never expect to have with a high school study, very wise beyond her years. Listening to Worth Dying For with Jessica in a van getting ready to go to Faithful Heart in Thailand. Rocking out to T-Swizzle and Miley with the B9s, Sarah, Michael, Serina, and Dan. I love how music reminds you of the good things in life. To my Oki family I miss you all and love you guys! I can't wait to rock with everyone when I come home. Oh and Sarah, have the Beibs ready! Much Love!

Write Something

It has been awhile since my last post. Not much has been going on and honestly I think that is a problem. Work is keeping me busy, but at the same time I still have free time. I don't think I am using my time wisely. There is plenty that I need to do so I can achieve my goals and finish some of the things I've started. I know that is very vague but I don't know how else to explain it. In other news I will be debt free as of March 18, which has been about 5 years in the making. Yes I will be partaking in a near beer and pizza on that day. That's all I have for now, I'm off to finish to my book and tea.